I have been so preoccupied with this house and wanting to be more organized and slowly getting there. I have a lot of paper work to finish up before the end of the month.
Every time I think I am going to get caught up and be ahead of everything, these extra projects come up. This week was accepting two trailers filled with oak logs for my landlord. All I had to do was wait on the delivery, but there’s more to it than that.
It’s awful hard for me to hear when someone shows up, especially since front door is where someone has their room. Then I picked up two pallets for the logs to be stacked on.
I am working on getting back on devotions as they have suffered as well as I did not make it to my Bible Study again as taking care of stuff here at home and a nurse visit from home health. I am slowly working to pay off other debts and hope to better at being creative enough, to pay off a very old debt. Actually, two very old debts.
I am not doing so badly this year debt wise and that’s because of some generous gift from a friend which even started me on my renewed life. There’s no room in my life for excessive debts and it may take a long time but I will be debt free one day before I die.
There are things weighing heavy on my heart. I am doing what I can to help be supportive of really everyone in this house and some of their situations bring me to tears behind closed doors. We have had to get past some rough patches, but the miracle is, we have done exactly that.
The other night was a hoot as we played musical parking spaces in the driveway making room for the truck and trailer to deliver the oak logs for the next morning. Trying to park five vehicles in our drive way can be very challenging, but it was accomplished.
So while I share all of this and more that I have shared, it is very challenging dealing with keeping track of what I eat and rehabilitative therapy on my own, when the professionals aren’t here with me. So I sit here and I look around and even though there is still a lot to do, I see my determination.
I am grateful to all my friends and family who support, pray, have good thoughts and want nothing but the best for me. I want that today and I am working towards it all. A step at a time.
Lord God, Thank you for helping me through each day. Thank you for your love mercy and grace. Thank you for special friends, family, and professionals you have sent in my path to help me heal. Bless them all. I ask for help, comfort, guidance and strength for all. For those struggling for answers that they would find their answers in you. You are such a Gracious God to turn my complaints and whines into blessings. Thank you for this time to breathe and really feel You are with me.
For all these things we give you the honor and praise for In The Name of God our Creator Father who parents us Jesus our Redeemer Savior and Friend The Holy Spirit who Comforts, Guides Protects us and Lives inside us Amen-