So I am up late trying to get everything prepared for the day and tally some books.
Its crazy right now,because I am trying to settle down and actually find the time for self care, help others, and seek out my spirituality with God. At 10:00 pm I was actually counting out buckets for a customer. I am really trying to organize everything by the end of today so that people don’t feel like they are going to get a response necessarily after 10:00 pm.
I do love to write at night; its easier, no noises, everyone’s sleeping, and my neck cracks on its own letting go of the stress.
Tonight was fun getting supplies organized, knowing in October and November not many supplies to get. Setting up a small message board in the kitchen getting rid of paper notes.
Tomorrow( Today) is the doctor and I am going alone to meet this one alone…I dislike this part. (I am trying to remove the word “hate” from my vocabulary.) Doctors and I have a love /dislike relationship they want me to do the impossible which annoys me to no end. I annoy them by not following through or doing everything they want.
I have little time now less than 5 hrs before the plumber gets here and way too much to do and he promised me a working toilet when I get back from the doctor.